Tonight I am going to share with you a letter that I wrote to my husband. I usually don't share my letters but tonight I feel impressed to do so.
Hello My Love,
Tonight Brett came home from the movie and wanted to go camping where Logan was. He told me that he wanted to take Payton and Bronco. He said all I had to do is pack their bags and take them to Oak City to meet Logan. I immediately told him that he could take Bronco but not Payton. I didn’t want Payton to get hurt or lost in the Mountains and I not being able to take care of him. Brett kept on bugging me and bugging me. I kept on hesitating and kept telling him no.
I went downstairs to get Payton ready for bed and I got this overwhelming feeling. It was you. I felt you tonight. I could feel you telling me that it would be ok if Payton went with Brett and Bronco. I could hear you say to me to let him go and have fun with his brothers. I could hear you saying don’t worry Marylynn, Brett will take good care of him and he will snuggle right up to his big brother. It made me become very emotional and I cried. I knew you were right and I followed your advice and let the three brothers go up to Oak City for a camp out.
I am grateful you were with me tonight. I could feel you so close tonight. I just wish I could have given you a hug. I miss you dearly but I know that you are with us. I know that you are constantly praying for us and thinking of us. I know that you are here to help me when I feel extremely overwhelmed. I am grateful for this tender mercy that I experienced tonight and for the power of prayer.
Don’t worry my love, we will be together soon. You will be reunited with your beautiful family and will be able to go on many camping trips with all of us. You will be able to smell the wonderful fresh air, see the stars in the sky, smell and hear the sound of the campfire, enjoy a wonderful dutch oven dinner and lots of cuddling with your kids inside their sleeping bags. Always, remember that you are not alone. Heavenly Father is with you, angels are surrounding you and your family is constantly praying and thinking of you. Love always and Forever, Marylynn